It was yet another stressful week and at the end of the day, I felt like I just want to stay on my bed or sleep all day or cry. All that stress of last week is slowly killing me. It’s like there wasn’t even a day when I had a good sleep. All this tiredness inside of me was eating me up and all I could do was cry.
I literally cried inside the car and my boyfriend tried to comfort me with food. And it worked, slowly, I guess. I just reached my limit that day. After coming home from school, we went out to eat. We decided to go to the movies but the tickets were sold out. I just wanted to finally have a day off but I can’t even have one because the tickets were out. CAN’T I AT LEAST HAVE THAT HAPPINESS?
I was really in a bad mood when we reached the car. He tried talking to me but I didn’t budge or anything. I felt grumpy and sad and frustrated but the rain also calmed me down. ohhhh rainnnnn~
And now I’m stuck with my books and notes again. Ugh. Sorry for the rant, guys. Going to have a formal update later. Just want to let it all out.